YAZ SPEAKS

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2011-12-27T14:36:00.001-08:00

Hello, We are Indi, and we welcome you.

2011-05-25T17:54:00.000-07:00

Hello,

We are very happy to be addressing you, and to be joining the team of Rev. Judi Garcia's guides and angels. We would like to tell you a little bit about ourselves, and why we are speaking through our channel. First of all we have joined the team to make you aware that the time is right for all of us to begin to champion our lives. There is no better way to do that than to gain insight into ourselves, through Divine Spirit. Each one of us is destined to become a Spiritual Champion. Each one of us has a special gift within ourselves, and it must be shown to the world, or it will cry out to us in a form of pain that is undeniable.

Many search for that special gift they want to share with the world, however often they do not recognize the gift for what it is, because they do not honor that which is divine within themselves. They do not see the beauty and the greatness of their gift because it is so much a part of them that it seems as though any one could do it.

It is your gift to the world that comes from you, because it is you. If it is difficult to do, and it requires a lot of concentration or effort, it is not your gift. Your gift comes easily because, it is a part of you that you share that is unique. You do it with ease like no one else. When you are completely in the giving of your gift, you know you are in the right place doing the right thing. There is no doubt Even if others have a similar gift, it will never look like your gift, because it will come from them. It will shine with their light, and your gift will shine with yours.

We have been Channeling every Tuesday evening for a few months now, and we are seeing great changes in those who are attending. Something large is happening, and each individual is seeing how it is impacting their life. We have a lot of information on how the change will happen. We suggest that you begin to reside in your higher chakra's and allow your 3 lower chakra's be the alarm system they were meant to be. They are there to let you know when danger is eminent. To allow you to respond in the moment. Then you are meant to bring them back down to a normal level of rest, and then return back to the higher chakra's. We are instructing individuals of how to do this in the channeling's, however, there will also be classes to learn more of how and why this will work better for you in your endeavor to live a peaceful life.

Secondly we are here to teach you how to let go of "THE STORY". The story is the Drama you live in, to create Karmic situations that lead to more drama. You can change your life in this moment if you just drop the story and bring yourself into the moment. Let yourself enjoy what is happening right now. It is just that simple, however we did not say it is easy. It takes letting go of the personality self's patterns and beliefs, that set up a continuation of the story. It takes conscious thought and attention to what you think and what you say, every moment. It will appear a though it is much harder to do this new way of being, however it is not. It is far harder to continually react to situations, and believe you are a victim in your life. When you take charge with what you choose to do and how you choose to live, the Story and the Drama disappears. It is as simple as that.

The third is "let others learn their lessons" So often in our lives, we think it is our job to make other peoples lives easier, or less painful. It is vital to not only you but to the others as well that you must learn that all you need to do is Love them and work on your life. Make your life so full of love and joy, friendships, and happy work, that you do not have time to take care of others. Now before you say that you can not just stop caring about others and you can't be cold hearted. We say to you that is not what we are asking of you. There are people that are having a great lesson that they took a long time to create. They are meant to learn that lesson completely, from start to finish. Each time you jump in and solve the issues of the lesson, you rob them of the learning experience. They will just recreate the lesson again, and again until they are able to solve it for themselves. This is why when you have a friend who keeps making the same mistake over and over again, each time you help them out of the situation. They go and do it again. They know you know what to do, however they do not. They do not have the information you have because they have yet to learn it. They will relive the situation until you finally refuse to help them again, and it is then that they finally learn what it is that they do to create the situation in the first place. The best way to assist anyone, is to be the whole and best you that you can be. Concentrate on your life and how you can live your life the best you can, and serve others by example. You can truly assist others in this manner far better, than giving yourself and your life up for others.

Fourth, is to realize that Jesus did not come here to just suffer and die a victim for us. He did not want us to feel guilt and shame for what was done to him. He came here with great information for us to learn and live by, and he told us we could do all that he could do. He was giving us a choice. Sadly we here on earth were not able to hear him, we could not see our greatness our goodness, or ability to be amazing! We could not believe our oneness with God. We (Indi) are here, to again remind you of what Christ taught us, who he was and who we can be. Christ was a being of love. He walked among us filled with so much love, he was unable to become filled with our pain, he was unable to act in hate, or shame. There is no room for those non loving energies when one is filled with love. We are here to teach you how to be filled with love. To Act in your life in love. To choose in love. and to live love.

This is why we are here.

Blessings, Indi

2010-08-17T15:46:00.000-07:00

Hello,
Well, we have been gone for quite some time. We have done a lot of healing on our channel for the last 6 months. It has been a great time for healing resting and transformation. There are a lot of things we want to share with you, however we must start with what has transpired thus far. We have worked on the channel, doing some very deep releasing, fine tuning, some a lot of block removals. She would tell you she was ill for about 5 and 1/2 months. Because that was her experience. The truth of it was she needed to be released of old patterns and beliefs that were totally unconscious. No matter how hard she tried she could not get to the bottom of them. So we laid her out with a few illnesses so she could not fight the process, and we removed them.

Please understand this is not a process that happends often. We did not do this because we were bored and felt like it. It was not against her will that we did what we did. We did it because we were answering her prayers. assisting her with what she desired most. If we could have done it in another way we would have. Sometimes to assist a person in this manner we do it durring a surgery that they needed or a injury that leaves them uconscious for a time. There are many ways, however this was a healing crisis that had to be done in this way. There is still work to be done, so now we can finish the work on her while she is in the compleetion of her healing process.

This is a difficult time for many, and the channel is capable of bringing thru amazing and clear information. Now it is even clearer, and we can assist individuals and groups with what we need to tell you. There is a great happening going on right now on the planet and you need to be aware of your part and what you need to do . It is not attaining any status nor aquiring any things that will make your mark on this planet. It is doing what you love to do. The thing you always feel better after doing. The thing you spend any free time doing or that you often make plans to do. Of course there are other things you must do to maintain a life. However now is the time to make a career out of what you love to do as well as do it for fun. For the channel, it is her classes counsling, channeling and all her other spiritual work. She does have a long list. We will be sharing some of those things and little tid bits of her insights with you as we work on this blog. We are also working on her cards with her. They will be a great gift in this world when they are complete.

We (Yaz) are not humble, we do not get embarrased, nor are we shy. however our channel is and we must tell you she is a little uncomfortable writting the things we are typing about her. However she knows that in order to tell you what we need to say she must let us in and be an open channel for our information. She has learned to trust us and allow us to utilize her gift as a channel to impart our information. For this we are gratefull.

We have made an agreement years ago that in exchange for her allowing and accepting us, she will receive a healing from us and protection from spitits that are not from the Christ consciousness or above. What we have done these past 6 months has been a great part of that healing. There as we stated before, is still healing left to do. However our channel thrives in the energy of sorce, ( God Source) and the best level of that we can create for her is when she is channeling. We elavate her energy, and she is able to release fear and then we are able to heal her much faster and a lot easier in that enviornment of love. It is also very healing to those who attend the channelings. We have never explained this to her, so she is getting this information as we type it.

There were illnesses in her body from old beliefs that were formed long ago and no longer usefull in her life. We had to remove those old beliefs and the traces of illness in order for her to live a longer and healthy life. There were subtle blocks that held back some of her gift as an empath, and as a channel. We are now working on her energy levels, as she will be bringing in higher levels of teaching, and information, and we needed to release her so she can acheve those levels. To some she may seem different, although the core of her is the same strong loving earth angel we have always known. However, she has subtle changes like, not candy coating what she has to say, and not care taking as much as she did in the past. She will not cram too much into her day and neglect herself anylonger. These things were based on fears that were burried deep within her. Now they are gone and so is the behavior. These are the subtle changes our work on her have accomplished.

Our channel is going to start working again. we are very excited as is she. She will be teaching again and Channeling again. please look for her adds on the side of the blog.
We will be informing you of the process, and of our progress as we go through it. For now. we invite you to look at old beliefs that no longer serve you, and let them go. they are probably shortning your life span.

Blessings and farewell, Yaz

2010-01-30T14:39:00.000-08:00

Hello there!

It is I Yazminne. I wish to impart some news that may be of interest . It is a way to make a new life for ourself. Now is the time for all good people to come to the aid of themselves! (Chuckle) Seriously though, it is time to stop putting up with or enduring anything in our life, and begin creating for ourself! There are so few choices in the old world as we have known it. Everything is changing, a lot of what was is no longer. We must begin finding our place in the new world that is being created. It is time to make up a new choice for ourself. If who we have been in the past in relationships hasn't worked for us, we need to stop it and think of another original way to be. If we never liked our job, but we kept doing it because of the money or the benifits or what ever , and now it is gone. Maybe this is the chance to find out what we really want to do and start creating that!

We will give you a couple of examples:

So Charlie (made up name) became an accountant. His father made a good living, and he followed in his fathers footsteps. He started out to pay for that hot rod and money for dating when he was 19. However now he is 34, married and has 2 children. Every day is a drudge to get up and go to work. He sits in his small office with a small window looking at the building next door. He finds he comes home exausted, and unhappy. He wants to get out of it, however he has to support his family. So when he gets home each evening, he goes out in the yard and putters to relax and unwind.

That is the Monday through Friday Charlie.

Now the Charlie on the weekends, can hardly wait to get up and work in the yard. He puts in decks, sod, swing sets for the kids, a lovely sitting area, flowers and plants adorne his lovely yard, and he bursts with pride when anyone tells him how wonderful it is. He loves to be in touch with the soil, and and finds it exciting to create new things with lumber. It makes him feel alive to be outdoors, and to be creative.

This is a no brainer! Charlie is living the life he was taught he shoulda, coulda, oughta, have durring the week. And he is living his dreams on the weekends. If he was to go to night school to become a contractor, and take so much money out of the budget per month for equipment and tools, and a little start up money. It would take a little while, however he could set in motion a change for his future that would help him live his dream. He would have a goal and a dream to build. The excitment to make the money as an accountant would spur him on, because it would fund his dream. It would take a little time, but it would change his focus and put excitment in his work days, rather than dred.

(Susy) Another made up name. She works at a quick stop and shop store, she is struggling, however she makes a little extra money by styling and dying her friends and family's hair on her evenings and weekends. she has done this since she was 16. She just has a natural knack for it and everyone is thrilled at how she does their unique style. She makes the same doing hair, that she makes at the store, which keeps her afloat. But she can't make anymore money, because she has to sleep, and is quite lost as to what a personal life would feel like.

Susy could be living her dream if she would go to cosmotology school, and become a profesional hair stylest. And she would then have time for a personal life. Who knew!

Many people are not living their dream, because they do not value what they love to do, therefore neither does anyone else. The old world lies of pain is gain and work is hard, and all that junk is still alive and thriving in many. However, life is meant to be a joy, and our career is a large part of our life. For most of us, it takes up the larger part of our day. If we are going to do should, it should be a joy to work, doing what we do naturally. What ever it is that you find yourself doing when you are not working, that you do when you have time. That is what you SHOULD be doing for a career. In order for this to happen for us, we need to appreciate the gift of what we do so eaisly. We tend to think that if it is easy it is of little value. That is where we make our largest mistake. In order to begin a new life, in this new and changing world, we must change ourselves. from the inside out. We don't mean be someone else. We mean to be our true authentic self. Honor the true self.

In order to begin this journey we have a few sugestions.

1.) Keep our word, first to ourselves, and follow with keeping our word with others, If we promise ourself that when we get get home from work we are going to take a nap before fixing dinner. Then we need to do that. If we promise that we are going to take better care of ourselves, we need to keep that promise. It will automaticly follow that if we keep our word to ourself, we will be more able to keep our word with others. If we think about it we will find that all the promises we make to ourselves, are to take better care of ourselves, because we are tired, or ill. If we did those things, we would have more energy to keep our word with others.

2.) Live in integrity. Say what we mean, and mean what we say. Refrain form speaking of others in negative ways. Or to talk about them when they are not around, unless it is to praise them.
REfrain form gossip. ("If we can't say something nice, say nothing at all!)

3.) Honor our life and ourself. We must use praise in your words to uplift our spirits and it will follow that we will uplift others as well for it will be who we are.

4.) Live our life in joy! Do not waste one precious moment on fear, hate, or unhappiness. it sours the soul, and diminishes our life.

5.) Look for the beauty of life and let go of the ugly details, they only get us stuck overwhelmed, and steal our joy.

6.) Do not give anyone power in our life. Personal power is vital for us to live a happy creative life. If we make someone more important than us, we forfit our energy to them. We need our energy to create for ourself. It is good to assist others, only for as long as it serves us as well. If we do for others to make ourselves feel better, then we are not living in joy, and need to give to ourselves until we feel better about oursleves. It is far better to give from our fullness than from our lack. We do not need to do for others in order to be a good person. A good person gives out of choice with love, expecting nothing for they already have all they need.

7.)Let go of the past it is done it is finished. It no longer has life, and so it brings death to the soul to dwell on it or to spend any time with it. Let our souls be uplifted by moving into the present and releasing what was. This moment is when we can live in joy if we choose.

8.) Take care of our own business, and keep out of others. What others are doing in their life is of no consiquence to us unless we make it our business. Wrong choices by others does not make us better by compairason except in our minds. If we need to do that we are not creating joy in our life. We are not doing what it takes to make ourselves happy. We are not being our true authentic self, for we have not accepted ourself, nor have we spent any time improving the quality or our life. If we had we would not spend as much time checking out what others are doing in their life, and finding fault.

9.) Beauty is in the beholder, and so is everything else. If you behold your life with eyes of love your life will be beautiful and so will everything you put your eyes upon. If you behold with eyes of judgment, everything will fall short of your expectations. You will find everything lacking and unexceptable. The choice is your which do you wish to behold?

10.) Walk with peace in our heart in the world. Let no one or nothing take it from us. We are as safe and as capable as we beleive. Let no one tell us we are not. Things may be taken from us, some may leave us, but it is not that we were not capable enough to hold onto them. It is that we did not need them in our life anymore. All thing come and go in our life. If we stay true to ourselves, we will see when it is time to let go. It will be us then who releases what is meant to leave. Then it is our choice.

11.) Life is meant to be lived in ease and flow with grace. When we find ourselves struggling, it is not that life is meant to be this way. It is that we have chosen to give more power to that which we struggle against. We have a choice to not take on the struggle. If we need a lesson in accepting our own power we will choose to create a struggle in our life. However if we do deside to do that we must believe in ourself and do our very best. Knowing that if we do not win it is meant to be. For if we do our best, and it does not go in our favor. That which we are struggling for is not meant to be in our life. Everything is given to us in ease and flow. If it is meant to be, it flows into our life, and makes a place for itself. Think about it. Most blocks in our life path has been to assist us in finding a better way.

12.) We are with the self of us every second of our life. It is imperative that we are in support of the self in all ways. We must beleive in ourself, we must be our true self in all ways. We must live a life that supports the self and honors its originality. There will only be one self in this life ever. We shall never be this self again. Be the best and love the self as the true miracle and precious gift that God has given us.

We will be giving you more information soon. We hope you will take the time to begin to build your new life in this new world. Fill it with all that you have always yearned for. Give it to the self filled with honor and love.
Fairwell, Yaz

Just a note.

2009-10-07T15:26:00.000-07:00

Hi there,
Well, as much as my plan was to create a blog that I could write in every few days, That is obviously not happening. My life is not what it needs to be and more importantly neither am I.

A couple of times in my career as a channel, I have showed up to a scheduled Yaz Speaks, only to have Yaz tell me she would not be comming in that evening. She said to me. "No I will not be speaking through you tonight." "You are neither this nor that." She was refering to my transformational life I was living at that time, and how it was affecting me. I was going through a tough time at that juncture of my life, and really had forced myself to show up.

Well, I have tried to do that same thing today with the blog of Yaz Speaks. I know it has been a long time since I have written in it, so I forced myself to start typing away, and then realized it was me processing, not Yaz. So I guess I am neither this nor that once more.

I have often taught through my experiences in my life, always finding that others could learn from my views and see something in it for themselves. However I am usually getting close to the end of whatever I am working on in order to do that. I usually process pretty fast. That is not the case at this time.

I could whine and snivel about my road and the trouble I am having to navagate my way to........ I have no idea where. But that does not apeal to me at all! I want to be able to move on from this place of nothing, and yet everything all together. But it must not be time yet, because here I sit telling you this.

So what do I tell you?
I guess what I am learning.
maybe a list of what I am learning.

1.) I have no control and really never needed it.
2.) Love is the only way to aproach anything.
3.) Ease and flow have to start within me, and so does everything else.
4.) Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and so is everything else.
5.) Holding onto worry, fear, anger, and resentment gets me stuck!
6.) Letting go of all the unnecessary stuff is freeing!
7.) I didn't need all that stuff in the first place, and it is a lot less work not having to care for it.
8.) That I am having to remember what it is like to relax and enjoy free time.
9.) A problem in someone's life, does not create an emergency in mine.
10.) That children are filled with joy until someone takes it away from them.
11.) That I need to take good care of myself everyday.
12.) I need to build my dream exactly the way I want it to be.
13.) There is no life and no joy without a dream.
14.) I need to create love and happiness every day to keep fear out of my life.
15.) To appreciate and interact with my family because they are truly a gift from God.
16.) I can't change their path, I need to walk beside them in love, and get out of the way.
17.) That if you let it, life can take over and you get overwhelmed, so create what you want.
18.) Living with a 2 & 1/2 year old helps me to see as child again, and it is much clearer this time.

Speaking your truth in a harmless way

2009-07-28T14:04:00.000-07:00

Hello,

We are here to talk to you about Speaking your truth in a harmless way. It is a great way for a champion to speak in the world. It is important to first think about what you want to say. It is vital use right action rather than reaction. Don't use angry rebuttal to something someone said. Look at their heart and who they are first. Then see if it is possible that you misunderstood. Most people who love you will not try to hurt you. Often it is a peice of missing information that causes upset between people, ask for more information. Tell them you don't understand what they were trying to tell you, because you know they are your friend, and would not try to hurt you, so there must be some missing information.

It is also important to understand that speaking your truth in a harmless way means you have to have opinions of your own, your have to have beleifs that you live by, and you have to be willing to work with someone if they do not understand. For some individuals, asking a question is a way to engage you to get you to victimize them, they live as victims and to engage with these individuals, is a no win situation. They will take everything you say personal, and be hurt as if you truly tried to offend them. This is where you must know yourself! If you are thinking about what you are saying, and there is not intention to hurt or offend the individual you are speaking to. You have to stop the conversation right there! You need to express to them that you care about them, and that you were not speaking of them, it had nothing to do with them. And That it was not your intention to upsent them. If they continue to make you a perpatrator. Then you need to look at the possibility that they may always hear the world through the thinking of a victim. In that case you will not be able to say what you feel without having them react all over the palce. (We have more on the victim perpatrator Savior game in previous blogs.)

No if you are talking to a true friend, and you are both able to have opinions and speak about how you feel to each other, you have a great start! It is important to be a truth teller in your life. People in your life like it too! Once they see where you are comming from. Althouth there are times when they wish you hadn't shared your truth as it made them look at themselves in a manner that was not flattering. But if you tell them in a kind and truthfull manner, with love in your heart. They will begin to look to you if they want an honest opinion. And by the same token they will not ask you if they don't want to hear the truth.

Years ago when people who were shocked at Judi's mother's answer, when she would give them her honest opinion, she would tell them "Well if you want me to lie to you, tell me ahead of time"

Judi likes to use that too. She will often ask people if they really want to hear how she feels about something. This is a great way to let people know that it is going to be an honest answer.

Now how do you speak your truth in a harmless way. You always say I feel like this when this happends.

Example: I get scared when your toaster sparks like that.

Rather than : "You need to get rid of that peace of crud toaster!"

Example: I don't understand, I don't even know your friend enough to form an opinion of her?

Rather than: Are you nuts! Where did you get the crazy idea that I didn't like your friend?

The idea is to speak in I instead of YOU. You want to start your sentences with:

"Wow! Wait just a minute please. That really hurt hurt when the door slammed on my heel."
Instead of "Ouch!" "You made me hurt my heel when you let go of the door!"

"I prefer not to travel on Thursday. Can we choose another day that works for both of us?"
Instead of. "You are driving me crazy with these plans of yours!"

"I'm sorry, I really don't care for outdoor sports."
Instead of "You are nuts, if you think I am going to that football game!"

When you speak in I you are expressing an opinion. You are stating how you feel. Most people can hear that without a problem.

When you speak in YOU It is your opinion of them personally. It can give the person the feeling they are being attacked, and most often they will feel a need to defend themselves.

This is when a conversation can quickly turn into an argument. Or at the least, cause a misunderstanding.

It is not a difficult shift in your communication, however it can make a large differance in how you are understood by others. We hope this has been helpful, and wish you happy communications.

Farewell, Yaz

2009-06-12T17:57:00.000-07:00

Hello,

It has been awhile since we have communicated with you, and it is a good time to talk. Life for many is difficult, and often unkind in these times. It is difficult to remain peaceful or to have joy in our hearts and in our step when we are living such challenging times. While others do not have the same issues or challenges . Why is that?

Lifes challenges come to us in cycles, and are sped up or slowed by the urgency we have for learning and for change. Some of us require a lot of lessons and grow at a rapid speed, while others are content to learn the lessons of a lesser learning curve and are happy to maintain what they are working on in this lifetime. Those who are going through the most change loss, have come here in this time frame to enlarge their soul on a very rapid rate to assist with the new way that is comming. "THE NEW WAY?" "What is that?" you may ask. It is the changing of our view of life for our planet. We have been learning about ourselves eachother and the world through fear, Now in this time in the world we are looking at our fears, and they are either overcomming us or we are overcomming them.

For those who are overcoming their fears, THE NEW WAY is to learn about ourselves each other and the world through love. It is strange to think that we have embraced fear for so long that we have difficulty seeing life through the eyes of love. So often we have made our dissions baised on the fear of what people will think of us, or if they will continue to love us. Fear we wil be seen as wrong, less than our piers.

Right now on the planet is is impossible to feel complete freedom to state what we feel in a group setting, or to have our view accepted as our opinion, because there are individuals who will take what we say, from the way they hear us, (their past experiences and hurts) and find us wrong. They will take what we have said, something that is personal to us, that they have taken personal to them and then turned our words so that we are a perpatrator! This makes it very difficult to speak our truth from our heart, because words and intent are put into what we say that we had no intention saying.

We use the example of the young lady who was Miss USA. She was asked a personal question, and gave her answer. She has a right to have a mind and heart of her own. She can have a way of life that works for her. It doesn't have to work for anyone else! It is her life. and she has every right to live it as it needs to be to support her beleifs! Just as the person who asked the question has the right, and so does everyone else have that same right. It use to be that people didn't ask such questions in mixed company let alone on national TV. However the oppertunity to embarras or humiliate, or to make themselves seen as important or to be heard, drives such questions, as well as it does promote change.

These oppertunities give us the option to beleive one of two things.

1. Now when we voice our opinion, it must be so generic that it leaves little room for our personal feelings and truths. So many have decided to be the communication police that freedom of speach is not really a truth. (FEAR BASED CHOICE)

Or 2. that their opinion of our words is just that an opinion. Just as we all have noses, we have opinions. some of them are more pleasant to look at just as some opinions. Everyone has a right to their opinion. ( lOVE BASED CHOICE)

So what do we do about this? How do we handle such harshness from these bullies who nagate our right to our choices, opinions, and lives. Must we have tough skins as to not let their words hurt us? Are we to argue our point? Must we roll over and be a victim and not dare to express ourselves? Well all of those are choices, however we feel that bullies are only powerfull when we fear them. When we give them the power over us. If we treat what they say as just an opinion, they are powerless to hurt us. If we understand that they are very young souls that are trying to gain power so they may use it in an attempt to to gain power. Then we can see them as the young souls they are. They have not had enough life times to be able to see anothers opinion without judgement.

If they take something we have said and turn it around so that it is no longer what we said. Then it is not our words. It is not about us it is about them. We can then see how they see the world by the way they say what they heard out of what we have said. Confusing? Sure it is. That is what is hoped to happen in this game, create confusion. All we must do is stay true to ourselves, and walk our talk, and our truth will be self evedent. It is vital to be our true selves, and to speak our truth in a harmless way, no matter what. Even if we loose something we are striving for because of the way our words are turned around. It is still vital to be true to our word just as the young lady who lost her crown to Miss America did. That may have been a disapointment, however perhaps God has a different plan for her than wearing that crown. Perhaps it was meant for her to become know in order to do what she really came to do here. Perhaps be an author? Only time will tell where this will lead her. It will be interesting to see where this strong young lady will go walking her talk. We hope many will learn from her courage to hold to what she beleives.

We hope many of you will find what your truth is and be strong enough to walk and talk freely!

Farewell, Yazninne

SPEAKING OUR TRUTH IN A HARMLESS WAY COMMING NEXT.

2009-05-15T13:20:00.000-07:00

If you are reading this post, you can see it is under construction. I will be changing a lot of the blog, and relating in a different format. I hope to have it up and running the first of July.

Thanks for your interest.
Judi & Yaz

A note from Judi

2008-12-15T09:52:00.000-08:00

Hi there,

I want to tell you that I am sorry for the delay in doing the post's on my blog. As many on the planet, I have been going through a purging and clearing of my life, Experiencing the loss that has taken all of my focus and energy. I can not remember such a loss of communication with spirit since I began my spiritual journey over 20 years ago.

I was having great difficulty connecting with Yaz. Doubt came crashing through my door and would not leave no matter what I tried, or what tools I used. That ugly doubt would continue to ooz back in and take over. I couldn't beleive I could not banish the fear that was taking over my life, as I had learned to do in the past. I couldn't reach inward to find that peaceful place within me. I felt so alone and detached for the first time since I have been connected to spirit. All of my childhood fears and unhappy memories came back to taunt me. I felt powerless and unsure of myself again as I did in the years before I found my spiritual path.

Throughout this time I visited life the way I use to live, I relived the way I use to always take everyone elses views or opinions much more seriously than my own. I became that small timid unsure person I had worked so hard to change. I had learned so much to empower myself and be confident. It was difficult to recognize myself at first. My former beingness was so different from who I have become, that it took a while to realize I was acting out of my former self.

It is amazing to me that this happened! But now I understand why. All of those things were still a part of me. They were just just buried deep within me. I had made that part of me wrong and less than valuable. I did not like that part of me I did not respect it, or want any part of it. I now realize that I have to remember who I was, to remain who I have become. That timid part of me helps me just as much as the strength I have found does. It is my balance between the higher me that knows love and the lower me of me that knows fear that assists me in everything I do. I have to know my limitations and what I am capable of equally. Both love and fear have to be visited to find our truth and gain the balance we need to know the choice's and how to make them.

Another part of what was going on with me is, because of the financial situation for the world in general, I wasn't getting very many calls for work, and so that made it even more difficult for me. I have always been able to set myself aside for others no matter what was going on in my life. However in this time, I couldn't even find that part of me. Sure I was able to do reading and channelings, but all of the connection to spirit went away when Yaz, or the client did. I couldn't sustain it. This was a first for me. I always felt spirit around me. Perhaps even taken it for granted as we all can do with what is always there for us. It was such a loss that I was too disconnected to put 2 and 2 together. I floundered around like a fish out of water for months! Lost and lonely without my connection, and still I had not realized what was happening to me.

Then one day last week in my class I told my students what was happening with me. I felt it was important they know that just because you find a connection doesn't mean you are done. Everyone has challenges and you have to work at keeping your connection clear and clean. As I was explaining this to my class, a student and friend said there is a lot of stadic between you and Yaz, and that is why you are not getting the connection you ususlly have. This valadated what I had been feeling, And put words to what I could not espress. That night on the way home, I asked Yaz to help me from her side and I would work form my side to release the static between us. Two days later I was talking to my Channeling partner, and I was telling him about my intention to clear the static between Yaz and myself, and all of a sudden he said he was missing spiritual connection and I said so was I. continued with, "ya know I have always been able to bring in Spirit for everyone else but not for myself." And in that conversation I realized that when I first started my spiritual connection I was in such bliss that I was connected "ON" all the time. after a few years, I found that i was burning myself out not taking a break from reading everything and everyone I could, and learning continuiously. So I decided to take time away from work (and what I now realize) also the connection to spirit in my life. And live my life like everyone else. And to bring spirit when I needed it. Duhaaaa!!!!! Did I bump my head? It all sounded so simple and logical. And it actually worked for a long time. Once in a while when I was having challanges, my friends would ask me Did you ask Yaz? And I would always say jokingly "Now why would I think of that?" Which meant. No I didn't think of that. Looking back at that I actually felt a little agitated when they asked that, but never looked at why. OK! OK! I told you I wasn't living my life with my connection. Sooo.... anyway, the story continues.......

As I was saying I was talking to my Channeling Partner Avelino, and he said he was mising spirit, ( we hadn't been doing our Channeling evening for a couple of months.) And through our conversation we realized that we were doing the same thing. We were both leaving spirit out of our everyday life. We were not doing what we always tell others to do. And we both asked eachother. WHY? and realized that we felt that we somehow didn't deserve it, or that some how we wern't good enough. WOW! the lights went on, and all of a suden we realized that, that is what we asked for. That is the agreement we made with spirit, and Spirit was showing us how it felt. In fact Spirit was doing such a good job, that we truly found ourselves longing for our connection. Isn't it wonderful how Spirit is so loving, they will wait for us to learn and then love us some more for our next step. Their love and support is timeless. We can take as long as we need to get the lessions we came here to learn. Avelino and I both know part of our life lesson is to love our selves as we love others. To give to ourselves as we do to everyone we care about.
Have we learned it yet? Well probably not compleetly, but we heard it on a whole different level. We are working on it. and hope to do some marked improvement very soon.
We humans are meant to bring Spirit into our everyday lives, and live as much heaven as possible. I know I was living hell here the last few months with out my connection to sweet beautiful Holy Spirit. I know I need to bring it in and walk in the world with it for me. And Spirit will be there for me, and when I need it for work it will be there for me then too. We all need to remember that we are Spiritual beings having a human experience, not human beings trying to have a Spiritual experience. Bring Heaven to Earth! What an awesome concept! That would abviously create peace on earth if we were all working on that job!

I hope this has helped you to see into a channels life. It is not that different from everyone else. The bottom line is we all have to learn that trust and love is the only thing that works for us. Fear and control only tightens and restrains us.
I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas and A bright and sweet New Year. I wish you the best of Holiday Seasons. Blessings, Judi

Here we go!

2008-10-19T09:21:00.000-07:00

Well gang, it is a rough ride, but things are finnaly moving. It may not be those things you would choose, but they are moving. It is a time of caios. of final release, and purging. often we often pack and take a lot more than what we need, this is the time frame where we will see what we no longer need. We are creatures of habit and comfort, it is like us to take a few personal items on the trail to make us feel safe, or comfortable or perhaps it is just what we have always had or done. Either way the load gets heavy as we treck on and we find out that perhaps we didn't need all those extras after all.

It may feel as though time has spead up , well that is the shift we have been telling you about. We were so stagnant, and stuck in fear, but now realize life and love does go on. So we must get back on our journey and get this show on the road. Many of you have lost a great deal in your life lately, and it may feel as though you can't let go of one more thing. Others have a feeling of not being able to let go fast enough. It is different for each individual. However the key word here is simplicity. We must make our lives a lot more simple. There is a longing for quiet time without worry or fear. The stress of our times have left us weary, and low spiritually emotionally and physically. Be sure to take the time to rest, medatate, and just be yourself. Who are you without the fear and stress in your life? If you are not sure, take time to find out!

Things are changing, and it will be a process just as it always is. Just remember to enjoy the ride, you will have much better memories of this time if you do! We always have choices, sometimes it is difficult to see what they are. This can only come if you are being still enough within yourself in the quiet. This is when that connection to the divine can speak to you and give you clairity. There are always choices, you can choose love or fear. Are you clear which you are choosing.

New Beginnings

2008-09-23T10:05:00.000-07:00

The new energies are starting. It is going to be a very hetic and troubled time woven with joy excitment and new possibilities. You can always tell when you are on your path by the combination of feelings of terror and excitment. The terror is the old beliefs and programs we live by not wanting to change, and the excitment is our soul knowing we are about to learn to love and grow more.
We have been telling everyone in ear shot for over 15 years that this time was comming. We have said that our Government, schools, medical care, justice system, all of our standards of our foundation were going to crumble and fall. We have never suggested that that would be a bad thing. Just a large and excessively changing times. It had to happen, most of these standards were set in a time of great innocense and in a new beginning of the world as we knew it then. We were a uniting force. We worked together in honesty and hard fought principles to gain our dream of a new life here in this land of the free. It was nessassary to work together to survive. Everyone was equal in this new adventure yeahc individual received exactly what they worked to receive. Those unwilling or unable to do what it took to make it here perrished. Then each generation did what they could to make it better and yes, easier for their next generation. With the goal of building a better place to raise their families it was there legacy from all the hard work and suffering that built this structure. It was inportant to uphold the life they chose when they ventured here to a new world. However with eaiser comes less effort less planning, more care taking. Not that these things are bad either, only when they are not held in balance do they become distructive. When greed and trechery, and lies can get an individual or a group want they want, rather than hard work honesty. Then the structure must make rules to protect those who are lining by the existing standards. the more lies and greed and trechery the more rules. until thsoe rules no longer allow those who uphold the standards the freedom they so strongly support. Soon the rules only work for those who appose them.

What is your dream?

2008-09-14T23:16:00.000-07:00

Hello,
It has been a long time since I have posted a new blog. I am sure you are aware of how difficult the energy has been. It has been a busy time of letting go and revamping our lives. This has been such a time for the channel as well. She and her husband are now gardians of a beautiful and lively17 month old grandaughter. That alone is a huge purging of old and bringing in of the new. They are also selling their home and not quite sure where they will be move to. It will be determined by the timming and the effectivness of of their dream together. The clairity of who they truly are now, as opposed to that which they were trying to be for a dream that got lost in translation. Now the dream of a wedding garden has died. They have a sweet child to guide and love, and they must go back to the original dream they started of being happily together, and enjoying their life. Who knew it was already there? Now they are on a journey to recapture it, with one tiny little person to add to the love and joy of their dream.

While it has felt as though we are all standing around waiting for a bus that is not comming anytime soon. It reminds us of a time when the channel and her husband took the train to Tahoe. After having a wonderful time for 4 days, she and her husband got to the train station at the appropriate time to head home. Only to find the train was 3 hours late. They made themselves busy buy trying a couple of the casinos close to the station and had lunch. After 2 and 1/2 hours, they returned to find that it would be an additional 2 hours. Eventually they did get to board but not until they had waited 6 hours. It seems there was snow slowing the train. So this is what this time in our lives feels like. The elements are never a sure thing. There is always a chance that it can change our plans. Obviously there is a great deal of elements involved with the world picture. Just as there are inside of all us. We all have storms within us uncertianity, and confusion runs rampid. We are all being tested to love far beyond what we would allow ourselves to love thus far. We are being tested to see weather we will finally let ourselves have that which is our hearts desire. Rather than that which is the desire of our ego.

Many times we start out on our journey to our dream, only to have that dream altered by the outside world's rules and regulations. Soon we have shifted and twisted our dream in order to fit what is acceptable. However then it is no longer the dream we created. So loving spirit blocks it or holds back the funds or what ever it takes to stop us from creating that altered dream that will not warm our hearts, only break them. Sometimes we get caught up in the must have it so compleetly, that we loose sight of what our dream truly looked like. We loose sight of it, and we end up fighting to have any peice that resembles what we think we can get. This too is a win for the ego to strive for. But it is a loss to the heart and soul.

Some times we are ahead of that which we are creating. Sometimes we must wait for the creation to catch up to us. The rate that many are moving through their blocks and challenges often gets them to that meeting place for their dream to apear, and it is still not manifested. Some times because we are not clear what it will be. Sometimes our release of that, that did not serve us has changed the dream, or us so that it must be revamped or perhaps another dream must be created.

Our thoughts and dream are extreemly powerful right now, even though it might not feel like that in this stuck in the mud energy! However they are not going to be delivered to us as in the past. We must be ready for them. And we must be clear on what our true dream is. It must not be built on what we think others need, unless it is also what our heart and soul needs. Our dream must fill us so that we can give from a place of abundance. It must come from the place within that is filled with joy. Then and only then, is it a true gift of service to others. A gift is not a gift, if what is given leaves the giver wanting. Only when the heart is full to overflow of the joy of living our dream can we truly give. This only can happen if we are our authentic self. If we have gone into the core of ourselves and truly know the person within. For there is where you true dream resides.

So back to the picture of us all standing there waiting for the bus. The energies have slowed down to this extreemly slow pace for us to reorginize repack our suitcases, pick up provisions for our trip, and to see that the ticket we bought is where we truly want to go. It is a one last time to rethink our dream. Perfect our hearts desire. For when the energies change it will pick us up and take us, to where we have for so long wanted to go. It will drop us right where we said we wanted to be. Our dream will be waiting there for us when we get there. Clairity clairity clairity is so important! We have a couple more weeks before we will be headed towards our distination. There is no schedule, nor a precise time for it to begin, as it is timed to us and our true hearts desire. Are you ready? Are you set? . . . . . . . . . . .

Farewell Yazminne

2008-07-14T00:13:00.000-07:00

Hello, I is good to speak with you agin. Due to an error, please go to May's post of Judi's note as it is out of order in the dates. It was meant to be before this post.

Now to get to what is happening on the planet. It is a very exciting time. It is a time when we must deside what we are truly about. What is our truth. Our old wounds are popping up and haunting us, making us feel small and unable to cope. It is bringing us into the past to let go. All of those things we have burried so deep inside of ourselves is showing up and making a pest of themselves. It is difficult to focus and also hard to move forward as we are so stuck in the past!
What ever hurts or wounding is up for us, it will not go away as we have been able to make it do in the past. It is here for us to look at it and pruge the feelings or experience the feelings and let them go. The reason they have not yet been let go, is we have been forcing them down. We have not been willing to truly look at them for what they really are. Moments from the past. Painfull moments . Experiences that happened when we were unable to cope or understand or take care of oursleves in a way that protected us from the pain of the experience. We are now different people, we now know how to cope much better. we are learning to love ourselves and to protect ourselves from those experience that hurt us in the past.

It is time to let go. Leave the past where it is lives. Behind us! It is time to move on ot a better place in our lives. It is time we started to take charge of what we want, what we want to feel, and where we want to go from here. There is only here and now, this is where we can make things happen! We can not change the past. However we can change ourselves. We can become the individuals we want to be. The people we dream of being if only. Let go of the If only! Begin a new journey into yourself and what you have only until now dreamed of being. Live the life you have always wanted. This is the time to make it happen. This is a great time of transformation on the planet which we will be speaking to you about soom, now is the perfect time to begin the transformation from the inside out! Live your dream! Truly be yourself! Truly live!

Farwell Yaz

2008-06-19T11:11:00.000-07:00

Hello again!

Some of you may have noticed that the energy is getting a little lighter. Things look a little brighter. If that is true, you have let go of enough to begin with your new way of life. Many of our old beliefs hold us back in ways we arn't even conscious of. The more we release the fear of what was, or what might be, and just live in the moment in a loving perception, the sooner the life we dream of begins to happen around us. There is so much to deal with on an energy level, that if we have not simpified our life, it is easy to become overhwelmed. It is a nessessity for all of us to let go of all of the extras in our life. Create our life so there is time for quiet and time for peace.

We have for years been in a rat race to get THERE. Where ever THERE is. However THERE is not a place. It is not a distination. It is a mind set. If we all just slow down and start living in joy each moment, we will be to that THERE that we have so long been struggling to find. All of those things we haven't had time for. As we change, will all of a sudden will be the thing we want most to do.

When we are in the rat race. Nothing matters but how far we get today. Tomorrow we will take care of those things like family, or the house, or our relationship, or that call to a friened. But today we have to get closer to THERE.

We must all stop and realize that we are HERE and this is the only place where we can implament change in our life or our world. Until we can be at peace with being HERE, We will never leave that rate race. We can no longer afford to send our energy our love our hopes our dreams to the future THERE. Because this moment slips away, and is gone. And if we are not conscious enough to stop and get HERE. We will have lived a wasted life of struggle and unhappiness. We will spend it chasing the future. Our time is HERE and NOW! This is where things happen. This moment is where your future memories lay. either lived and enjoyed, or fittered away on what it was not, or what it was going to be that was better......

Right now, we must take those dreams, hopes and wishes for our future, and pull them into this moment. We must start beleiving that it is happening now. We must stop disapointing ourselves by sending everything we desire out in front of us like a dangling carrot to chase. We need to make those things most important to us a part of this moment. And let go of the future until it gets HERE.

Right now in this time of fast and terbulant change, it is easy to match the caios that is part of change. Just as when we remodle a building, we leave one wall standing, and tear every thing else away. We must not get caught up in the distruction of what was. In that part of the reconstruction it is vital to let it go of everyting we knew before, as it is being torn away and distroyed. It is the messy and caiotic part of change. We must stay in the moment, and realize that the distruction will clear away and then the rebuilding will begin. This is what is going on now on the planet. For everyone, and in many ways. It is happening because we must let go of what we are use to, in order to have what we truly desire. With the shift in consciousness changing to learning through love, instead of the old consciousness of learning through fear. We must not hold onto that which does not work for us. We must reach for changes that make us feel lighter, that utilize our time more wisley. We must get a broom and sweep away the caios, and last strings to the past. It is unwise to work 8 to 10 hours a day doing something we hate! Or to be in an unhappy relationship, full of hurt and disapointment. It is not loving to ourself, and those around us. It is an abusive life, and we will also be abusive to those we love most. Because We spend most of our day in non love and unhappiness. The love makes the non love that much more unbearable. And thus our life is harder to live. We are torn between two very different energys and parts of our life. To change back and forth from love to non love on a daily basis. Diminishes life, shrinkes creativity, and dashes hope. When we are in the love part of our life, we expand, we fill with joy, we come up with great creative thoughts. Life is amazing! Then when we have to go to that , that is not love, we feel as though we must shrink. be small, our creativinty goes away and doubt and fear fills it's place. Why would we do this to ourselves? Why would we choose to do this to those we love? Why would we be an example to our children that we would not want them to emulate. And then when they grow up and do as we do wonder why? Remarkable to look at that old way of thinking, that facilitated more non loving lives.

Our thinking must change, we must change, our world must change. And it starts with us holding on to that one wall that is left in our reconstruction and rebuilding of ourselves and our life for this monent right here and right now! With as much joy, enthueasum, creativity and love that we can pull together. And this is where we begin to build towards our future. Then and only then will we be HERE and Now and better as each moment passes.
So we say to you, look around in your life for that one wall that you choose to hold on to. That one part of your life that is who you are, what you want, and how you love. Then, look around and find what it is that will make the next wall in your reconstruction of your live of love. And start building!
Farwell Yazminne

2008-06-11T14:59:00.000-07:00

Hello,

Are you back for more? Great! We have more for you. We will be adding a little at a time for you to check in more frequently. This is a time of needing support and change that works for us. These feeling of fear take on many faces. We can feel doubtful that we are strong, or capable. We may doubt that we are cared about or that we are doing a good job in our relationships. We may feel that things are ending long before we are ready to let them go. We may be paralized in fear not able to get out of bed some mornings. Depression is another one that can sneek up on you. Even being numb is a side effect of fear. Actually numbness is the higest form or fear. Fear has so many faces. It is extreemly important that we continue the inside job to create love.

Love is reaching out to those who you enjoy. Doing things that make you feel lighter. You may have noticed, that if you are going somewhere and it feels heavy, and you feel like you don't want to go. It is not in your best interest to go. If you feel light when you think of something it is what you need to do. Our body communicates so well to us. We must learn to listen to it. it's subtle messages let us know when we are headed the right or wrong way. It is our physical nature (intuition) talking to us. Often we remember the feeling of heaviness later when we see that we should not have gone. However that is too late. Now of course there are times when we must attend something that is sad, upsetting or difficult. But it is usually part of our karmic lessons. Those are inevatable. What we are talking about is the everyday things. The more you handle each moment like this the less wrong choices you will make that creates the karma.

Our Channel, has learned to tell what her body wants to eat at meal time just by tuning into how her body feels when she thinks of it. Her body will feel light or heavy depending on the food. She even feels if it will be too heavy to digest, too much fat, or if it will give her an upset stomach. Her body tells her. You can do this too!
At a restraunt look at the meals one at a time, and tune into how your body feels when you think of each item on the menu. ( the picture kind of menu helps) You will be amazed as you prectice it! Your body will respond and tell you what will make you feel lighter and what will make you feel heavy. Be prepared to feel exactly how your body said it was going to feel, it is usually right on. Once you practice this for awhile, you will begin to move with the flow of your life. Rather than fighting it and struggling with the drama of reaction in your life. You will begin to avoid those things by consciously acting in your best interest each step of the way on your path. We invite you to try this tonight at dinner, or in the morning at breakfast, or when someone says something to you about going somewhere. How does it feel? Check in with your body. It knows exactly what you need.

Farwell for now, Yaz

Walking thru the fear.

2008-06-04T15:23:00.000-07:00

Hello,

We are really excited about this post on the blog, because we have some good news and some tools you can use in to turn things around. It has been and will continue to be a tough treck as we endevor to continue our path. However we have some information that will give you a new perspective and way to change your perception that will make things feel a lot beter. First of all we have all as stated before in our blog. Been working on fear and terror. Are we sick of it? Are we done? Lets all raise our hands and say BOY! OH! BOY! I AM DONE!

We are so sick of fear and teror. We want to beleive there is a end to this ugly feeling of dying and paralizing fear! We look for signs every where for good news, for things to start to change for the better. But we are all looking for it outside of our selves. We are looking for signs that the housing market will change, we are waiting for some relief in gas prices. We are looking for a kinder gentler life to live. And everywhere we look there is more of the same. We have given up our power to create for ourselves. We have focused on what is set out for us, and forotten that we have a choice in weather we accept it or not. Five years before the housing market started to go south the media started to tell us that is was going bad. they repeated it over and over until individuals began to beleive it. This is where the 100th monkey therory took over. Enough people started to beleive it enough to stop buying a new house and selling their old one. Others sold way under the market to get out fast! Which brought that neighborhood value down. And down that ughly road we all went kicking and screaming the whole way.

So if we beleive what the book "The Secret" tells us, then this all makes great sence! Our focus is on how aweful the market is, and we are looking to the media to tell us it is getting better. FAT CHANCE! It is not the media that changes it! It is us! It is our view that changes the world. So if we want our world to change we have to change the way we see it! Energy flows where your focus goes. If we want things to change, we all have to start telling ourselves and others, "I feel a really good change comming." "I am noticing more houses being sold every day." If we say it enough and often enough we will change the tide of things. Because we will get to that 100th person and the consciousness will beleive it. and it will be happening!

OK I know some of us are saying yeah right Yaz. That may be true for you in the world of guides, But in the real world, it doesn't happen that way. And we say to you it happpends exactly like that! What ever we have in our life good bad or indifferant, it is what we are focusing on. It is first and foremost in our life. If we are not feeling well, and we keep telling ourself that we are working on feeling better. That is exactly what we will be doing! We will continue to work at feeling beter. We will continue to do that until we deside to be well. Then we will do that!

If we are trying to make a relationship work, that is what we will continue to do. We will spend a lot of time trying to make it work. It will not happen that way. Understand that if it works there is no need to try to make it work, it works because it is the right relationship for you. Love is easy, it flows it is not a crop you must tend. It is not labor intensive. It is joy, it is kindness, it is thoughtfullness, it is tenderness. Love is respect and loving communication. All of this is easy. It is effortless. Unless the before mentioned is missing. If it is missing, it is not the right relationship for you. This may sound harsh, but many have walked the path of painfull relationships, only to find that what we are saying is true. That when it is right it is effortless. Often it is preceived that all the time of a painfull relationship was lost and waisted time. OH NO! That could not be further from the truth. This is where you learned to recognize, appreciate, and cherish the relationship that works.

If we are trying to please someone, trying to understand someone, trying to like someone. It doesen't matter what it is we are trying to do. That is what we will continue to try to do. It will not change until, we learn to please ourself, begin to understand ourself, or do what it takes to like our self. If our focus is outside of ourself to make things work. We are giving up our will, our creativity, our happiness. None of that comes from outside of ourselves. NONE OF IT! All of the above things we looks so hard for and try so hard to make happen, never happen ourside of ourselves. It starts with the most important inside job you may ever do.

THE INSIDE JOB:
Our perception.

1.) We start with our picturing what it is we truly want. Only those things we can do within our selves, as an individual. That we can make a change in. ( Not if she would, or he stoped that.....) What we can do to make our life the dream life we desire. We must get clear on what we want in a relationship. What kind of friendships we choose to have. What kind of Career path we want to choose. How we want to love, and be loved. What we want our home to feel when we walk in the door. We need to get really clear on just what we want our life to look and feel like. Now how do we do this?

There are is a cartoon we have all seen where there is a little person or animal trying to make a choice between good and evil. There is a little angelwith a halo on one sholder, and a little devil with horns on the other. The angel is telling him the higher choice of love, and the devil is telling him the lower choice that envokes fear. We would like you to imagine that on planet there is an angel and a devil on all of our sholders. The Devil guide is really pitching the fear right now, because the world is starting to change from a world that learns through fear, to a world that learns through love. There are many ways this is already happening. We will find them if we are foucsed on seeing them. They are the new way of doing things that will transform our lives and our planet to a better way. They are the organic farmers. They are the sweet nurturing care givers that take care of individuals in their own homes. Instead of expensive institutions. They are the people who have found a need for a new and more loving way to do something, and they are filling it. They are living their life purpose. They are making a differance. We are all being called to make a differance. These people who are making a differance, listened to their angel and dismisseed their devil. The devil might have said " You can't do that." " You don't have enough education" Or That's too expensive". They have a whole bunch of things to tell us that make us feel small and inadiquit. They love to tell us that we can't , they thrive on creating fearfull thoughts, to make us give up or think less of ourself so the we don't even take the first step.

2.) Now is the time to dismiss our devil guide of fear. It is the time to listen to our words in our head, and if they are words of love and encouragement head them. If they are words of fear and discouragement. Dismiss them by asking spirit /God to transform that thought to a loving thought. As we do this we will realize how many negative thought pass by our mind in a very short period of time. We will start to see where the negative parts of our life come from.

This is when the true change begins. Lets get started!
Farwell, Yaz
To be continued .......................

2008-05-16T09:08:00.000-07:00

OK gang!
So it has been a rough walk on our path for some time. We have been looking at our fears, our terror within, because of the war on terror. "So within also without. Once those words were spoken whether we knew it or not, we escalated our personal war with terror inside of ourselves.

We need to remember the story about the Indian chief that was asked by his young braves. “Grandfather how do you see and handle life? (Author unknown) The great Chief answered. “I see life as though I have two dogs inside of me. One dog is good, and the other is evil.” The good dog fights the evil dog every day. One of the braves asked.” Grand father which dog wins?” The wise old chief simply stated.” The one I feed most.”

We have been feeding our fears for far too long. We have brought up the ugliest ones, such as losing a loved one, losing our home, fear of not having the freedom we need i.e. driving our car, buying the things we need etc. Right now by and large the consciousness has its focus on our worst fear. And guess what is happening? Hurricanes, cyclones, earth quakes massive loss of life, loss of homes, and loss of our needs for every day life.
(The older the soul the less dramatic the lesson in it, because they have already lived it in past lives, on what ever level they have learned.)

Now we are in the middle of loss and we keep being shown pictures of more to come. So we have been forced to look at what is most important to us. We are being forced inside our selves to look at ourselves and how we feel about everything. We are sifting through what we have always believed, and finding that so many of those beliefs no longer serve us. Perhaps they never did. We are asking ourselves. “What is it that truly makes us happy?” We are no longer able to distract ourselves with The Game anymore. It is not so easy to be the savior. The game of savior perpetrator and victim is up so large. The whole basis of the game is TERROR. So most of us are feeling like victims in a world we no longer feel we have a say in.

* Side note of explanation of The Game. The game is a concept that Judi is working on a book about. It has to do with the way we have worked in the world since Christ and so many other great teachers came to show us a better way. We didn’t get what he was saying. We as a consciousness said. ” Well Christ it may be true for you that you can heal people, and create fish where bread used to be, and help the blind to see. But in the real world, we can’t do that.” We could not see the greatness within us that he was showing us. What we got out of the Christ experience is good guys don’t win. If you are different you get killed. And other not so desirable beliefs. This created “the game here on earth” (Judi’s name for it.) It is a triangle that has three positions.

Since that time we have learned about non love or the lack of love by learning about life through fear. We have helped others (Savior) because we felt we should, or that we would be perceived as not a good person if we didn’t help others. FEAR! We have gone along with others, to be included. FEAR! We have endured being hurt by those we have tried to save, because our upper most thought was, fear they would not make it, if we didn’t endure what it took to save them. FEAR!

We are all choosing to be victims right now because a box full of energy we pay for to bring information to us in our living room, tells us this is the way things are. We have made ourselves victims by listening to it and living life by its view of life. We have given up our seniority of our life, and of our perception. We believe that we can loose our house. We believe we can't afford the simplest of things. And now it is becoming true! Why is that? Because we have let that view take away our dream. We have feed the evil dog and he is terrorizing us every moment of our day. It took at least 4 years of the energy box telling everyone that the housing market was going down before everyone started to believe it. There is an ebb and flow of everything. However the life lesson for the consciousness on the planet in this time period has terror running rampid within us. This has expanded the lesson for the world to epic proportions!

We all need our lessons; most of us have come here this lifetime to experience the loss of this time on the planet. We have chosen the lessons to be so big, so harsh that we will finally get sick of it and fed up enough to say that is it! I am sick of this! What am I going to do about it? In that moment as we get to that decision, we each step into the circle of the champion. This is the way the consciousness of the world can take our world out of the triangle of The GAME, And into THE CIRCLE OF THE CHAMPION. We as a world consciousness must have that 100th monkey experience to shift the consciousness to balance once more.

(The short story version of 100th Monkey theory) On an island of only monkeys, a group of scientist observed that prior to one little girl monkey walking to the beach and washing her sweet potatoes in the ocean. All of the monkeys on the various island in that area, just ate their sweet potatoes off the ground. However once the other monkeys saw her do that they all soon followed her lead and also washed their potatoes in the ocean. Soon some distances away the other monkeys on the other islands started to also take their sweet potatoes to wash them on the beach. The scientists concluded that after 100 individuals know something, it becomes part of the consciousness.

This is why this is happening. It is the lesson for all souls here at this time on the planet. For those who have a need to experience loss on a grand scale, and also to experience the changing of the consciousness from victim to the champion. There have been times like this before. And they will come again. Each time there is a whole new group of souls here learning the lessons. We still have some of the people from the depression going through it again. Some in fear because they didn't learn the whole lesson last time. Others know that this too shall pass, because they did learn the lesson last time. In that time of loss a wise President, a man looked up to as a man of integrity, promised there would be a chicken in every pot in America. That was one of the first glimmers of hope in a great time of loss. The massive consciousness started to build on that one glimmer of hope one person at a time until it reached the 100 monkey level. As that happened, things slowly got better until it was far beyond their expectations. It will happen again. It is the ebb and flow of life the expansion and contraction of life. That is why the energy has been so contracted. It has gotten contracted in preparation of life to begin to flow again. Those who have lost needed to have change and transformation in their life. They had their personal lessons of loss or near loss. They needed to find the strength within themselves, to move forward and do what they need to do. Their souls needed to learn those lessons in order to grow as a spiritual being living in a human experience. A good way to truly understand the lesson is to stop and revue. Ask yourself what did I learn from this? What was the gift I took away with me from this experience? And make sure it is a gift of love. This is why The Secret, has come at this time. It is meant to remind and support the consciousness in seeing that Christ really brought us the truth. And now it is time to learn our lessons in the perception of a champion with the eyes, heart and soul of the Christ consciousness in love.

The physical component to this energy is different for everyone. It depends on what your personal issues are. If, for example you are afraid of success. Your belief that you can not have, is screaming in your body. Your beliefs are trying to stop you from doing what you love to do and becoming successful at it. The physical illness and pain is our old beliefs that keep us from having. It is our loss beliefs, what we deserve beliefs, that have sabotaged us all our lives. However, now they are really screaming because we are letting them go, and we are about to let more of them go, the time for a change is starting to happen. In order to totally shift our personal perception from Terror and Fear to Freedom and Love, we must let go of those old beliefs. We must do what our heart and soul chooses to do. We must stop living our life by someone else's view. Decide what we want, who we want to be, and go after it! Get ready get set, because like it or not, here we go!
Farwell Yaz

* note from Judi:
I am hoping that this post of my blog will inspire you to look at what you are learning. Explore and find your gift in your individual lesson. Let go of the fear that terrorizes you into not having. And celebrate the gift you have received. Please don’t be shy, post a comment. Feel free to share with me your insights. What is your particular gift? How did you find it? What ever you feel you want to share.

Thanks

Judi

Something is coming and I think it is good!

2008-05-13T23:47:00.000-07:00

*Note from Judi.

Hi there. I wanted to make note that as a channel, it is my job to try to stay clear of negative energy so that I can bring in the information as clearly as possible. I can not tell you when I have been through such a tough challenge to stay clear as this last month! The energy has been intense, compact and contracting! It has been difficult to keep focus. I have had experienced as I am sure many others have, felt a sense of dying. the physical pain and the feelings of being extreemly ill were very present. Several people I know including myself went for bloodwork and a physical because they thought there was something terrably wrong with them. All the results came in just fine. It is the energy!

Yaz said a few months back that life was going to feel like we are being put through a meat grinder. And only the goodness, the best of us would come out the other side. I had no idea how perfectly discriptive her words were.

All I have to say is Katie bar the door! Something really big and different is on its way. It wll be much differant than we have been experiencing. It feels like it will allow us to be lighter beings. We will have the oppertunity to live simpler lives. I can not feel it quite yet. But there is an excitement building. And a sweet sense of hope coming in it. I think we will look back on this time as the dark days, before the light.

Yaz has been telling individuals in my channeling evenings for over 14 years that our school systems our hospitials, or government, or judicial system all old structures of our life were like ancient metal dinasaurs that were rusted and falling down. That they would all go through huge transformation. I beleive that time is here. We need structure that we can beleive in again. We need balance and hope and justice renewed. We need for the media to start rebuilding the hope in the world. And stop spreading fear!

When President Bush said we were fighting a war on terror, he had no idea how powerful those words were. That put in motion an awareness of terror that had far reaching results. When we make an anouncement like that, it is important to remember that, what we do outside of ourself, is also what we do inside of ourself. "So within also without." We not only are fighting a world terrorist orgination. We are also fighting the terrorist within us. We are all facing and fighting our worst fears. We are loosing our homes. We are getting closser and closser to being unable to drive our cars. Our food sources are are not always reliable. Some can not afford medical insurance. We have hurracanes and clyclones, earth quakes! hundreds and thousands of people dying! Geezzzz! What else are we afraid of?

We have to turn this around! It starts with our thinking. We are so much more capable that we are allowing ourselves to be right now. There is a way to start the transformation. It starts with letting go of our fears. I know that sounds too simplistic. Just stay with me for a moment. "The Secret" says "energy flows where our focus goes." If we are focused on fear of things going wrong, where will the energy go to? Yup! Straight to the things we are afraid of going wrong. Do we really want to feed those things? We create our life by our thoughts. So what have we been thinking? We must train ourselfs to beleive in ourself and our capablilties. Ask ourself, "What am I going to do about this?" Let go of questions like Why? How? What if? Keep focusing on what am I going to do about it in this moment? Find a positive choice, and do it! Try not listening to the media even 50% of what you usually do, and you will find you are about 50% less depressed than usual, 50% more inspired, and 50% happier. The media has turned into a fear machine. It rolls over our hopes or dreams. our successes, and keeps on rolling to the next big story they can sell. I wonder what would happen if we stopped buying there ugly viersion of reality. Just one person at a time

I think you will soon begin to feel some passion and agression and anger comming up. We usually release our anger first. Then all the other emotions start showing up to be released. We have been enduring a very hard time. And it is just about to shift. It will start inside each one of us, that earth quake will rumble within us, or that huracane will be unleashed in side us, and then we will be freed to be our selves again. To be fearless. To know that no matter what, we are going to be OK. If we loose our home we will get another. if we can't drive our cars, we will get a bike, maybe change jobs to something we like better and closser to home. We are amazing beings! We can do anything! Start a whole new way of living our life! We have a new clean slate to fill in the blanks! So if you have been focusing on your worst nighare. Change your focus to your most beautiful dream. Don't waste your powerful thoughts of fear. feed the love, feed your dream.

Thanks for reading, Judi

2008-05-06T14:10:00.000-07:00

*Note from Judi:

Hi there, I have found that the energy have been dealing with seems to make our life a little more than we feel we can handle. I am making this personal note, because as a channel it is my job to keep myself as clear as possible in order to bring in the information in the best way possible. Sometimes I can stay clear, and sometimes it is a very large task. The energy on the planet as a whole is very intence extreemly compact and incredably depressed right now. For a while I thought it was me. I went to the Dr. for a check up. I had blood work done, and I checked out fine. So then I looked to see what energy was causing me to feel so ill that I questioned weather I had something fatal. Being a sensative, I am also effected by my inviornment. Those around me, and what I put in my body. I have to be aware of my energy and if or when it changes and why. We often in these moments feel that we are so afraid, that we are paralized in fear. or we become numb unable to feel our emotions, or be in touch with our higher selves. Of ten when I realize I have gone numb, is when I know I am in the highest form of pain. This is where I go when I think there is no where to turn from the pain. However that never works for me it just gets me through until I can reajust and find my way back to being here now. How do I do that? Great question! Usually once I realize I have gone numb. (not a conscious decission) I have to slow things down, make some quiet time for myself, and make my body real again. By acknowleging that I am afraid or I would have not gotten myself to this place. Then I begin to bring love back into my thoughts and deeds. I must bring in love to let go of fear. Remembering that Love and Fear do not live in the same place always helps me to invite love to sit with me and assist me to release my fears.

I feel that it is important to let you know how the energy may be effecting you. I will discribe some of the symptoms you might be feeling in your body in hopes you may be able to pull yourself out of it and back to you own true energy.

Pain moving along the spine and neck. ( perception and communications) One day it is better another day it is worse, and it moves. There is problems with having an upset stomach including pain or uncomfortable in the upper abdomen. (power chakra) pain in the center of the chest, and between the sholderblades. ( Heart Chakra) There is an unexplainable exaustion, that rest does not releave. (Not filling yourself withlove) There is a sense of overwhelm. ( fear) It feels like there isn't enough energy to do our every day life. It is difficult to think clearly or focus. Life feels like it is too much to handle right now. You feel like it would be eaiser to just give up and not care anymore. (fear fear fear) However our amazing spirit says "WHAT?" "We can't give up!" "Keep going!" "Do something anything to feel better!"

This energy is from the dreges of change. it is that point where we say. "I have had it!" "I am sick of this!" We do it when we need change in order to move into the next lesson. When we have grown out of our cercomstances, and it has become too uncomfortable to bear anymore.

So now I am beginning to get clear of the energy of the planet, and able to see it form more of a birds eye view, rather than a personal experience. I am now able to get out of the way and let Yaz do her thing.

Blesing Judi

2008-04-09T18:30:00.000-07:00

Hi there!

Are you feeling you are where you need to be? Are you still feeling blocked a little? Yet some new views and possible new locations are starting to pop up? Where are you in regards to the meadow? (If you are reading Yazspeaks for the first time, please refer to previous posts).

There is so much change going on with us and our planet that it is sometimes difficult to know what to do , where to be and often in change, we wonder if we even truly know who we are?

It is a very challanging time. We have been forced to let go of things, people, and situations that we may not have been ready to let go of. We are experiencing a feeling of being forced to make decissions and step into the unknown in various ways. It is pointless to fight the changes, because the change is needed. Spirit will guide our life to take away the things that do not work for us out of love. We may not see it as loving at the time, but in hign sight we see how spirit has taken us to a much better place. However, if we don't make the changes to simplify and better our life, it will be taken from us no matter how hard we hold on. Because it is not meant to be in our life. Spirit works that simple. If we are doing a job we do not like, or staying in a relationship that is no longer loving and kind. If we are paying a mortgage that is beyond our means. Spirit will release it from us in very creative ways. It really doesn't matter how hard we try to stay, or hold on. If it is not meant for us it will go away!

We are always looking for a better person, place or thing than where we are or who we are with, or what we have. And yet when we are guided to let go of that person place or thing, that we are disatisfyed with, we have difficulty. We think "well I have this." "What if that other person place or thing doesn't come?" "I will have nothing." Amazing isn't it that we want something, but we are not willing to let go of what is in our way to having something much more suited to us.

So our last few blogs have been about hanging out in the meadow to clear out the old and no longer needed. Letting go, by going through our back packs that we carry along our life path and getting rid ofwhat we no longer need, and get ready to head out once again. Well the time is nearing, for some it has arrived. Even though it may not feel like we are quite ready. There is a feeling inside of us that we have to get back on our path. We have to do something! Anything! We have to feel we are accomplishing something! We are wanting to be the person we have been working on being. Weather that shows up in the form a new job, a new relationship, or a new home etc. It really doesn't matter what it is. It is feeling that we need to get on with it! Stepping into the unknown often creates fear and aprehention. We feel uneasy in a new situation. We wonder if it is the right time? The right place? the right person? Please understand that if it is in front of us now, it is most likely our next lesson on our path. We must truly be aligned with what our instincts tell us, and if that is true, we will be allined with our dream as well. We must stay true to what we truly want? If we have done that, then we need to get on the path and start walking our talk! Head towads what we want, or where we want to be, or begin looking for that person that is the soul that matches ours.

It is also important to walk our talk we must make sure our talk resinates within us. In other words we must be conscious in our wording to ourselves and to others. Speak those words that we know to true. Make sure we don't compromise ourself or our dream. Let go of struggle and begin to take steps that allow us to go with the flow of our life. We must expect the best to come to us. We must beleive that it will show up right there in front of us on our path. That life can be easy if we do not have struggle in our plans or our consciousness. This is a time of walking into the unknown in trust. We must trust that we are always headed to a better place on our path, as long as we continue to strive to be the best us we can be.

It is very important to keep in mind that the people in our life and our situations are only mirrors for what is going on inside of us. So if we are disatisfied with life around us. We need to change that same disatisfaction inside of us. That is the part of us that is creating our life path in that manner. It is so important to change the thinking or the behaviors that bring those situations to us. For instance, if we see ourselves as a victim, we will continue to be victimized. There will be many ways that will show up to teach us how to stand up and be a champion! We must take responsibility for the life we have created for ourself. We must own our choices and actions, and we most certianly must let go of blame. Many see responsibility as a very serious, hard, and heavy expectation of doing all things right and sholdering a lot more than is needed. First if we look at the word responsible It means able to respond. That's it! Any person is able to respond! However, most individuals who are not conscious have learned to respond with a reaction to situations rather than responding with action in a conscious minded way. Just this one decission to let ourselves be able to respond in a conscious minded way, will make great strides in creating a life of sweetness and peace.

As we all start stepping out there onto our adventure in life, trust will be upmost in priority. And it begins in trusting ourselves. We are each one of a kind unique beings who came here to make our mark on the world in a profound and loving way. It is time to do just that. Getting to know what we think about ourself inside where no one but us can hear is a great first step. If we don't like how we are talking to ourself, we must change the conversation to a more positive exchange. It will make profound changes in our life. Listening to our beleifs that show themselves as we are talking to ourself is a great way to see how we view the world and ourselves. Do these thoughts serve us? Do they uplift and encourage us? Or do they put us down and discourage us? Are they negative about others?

We are with ourselves every single moment of our life. If we are not our own best friend, we will never let anyone else be. If we do not love our selves, we will never know how to truly love or be loved. Because we have to be able to receive what which we give, or it ends up draining us and creating resentment. this sets us up to always live in fear that we will be left alone. It feels as tho no one understands us. However if we don't know and understand ourselves, how could anyone else? And if we don't know ourselves, how can we be valadated by others? It is impossible.

So we can start by having conversations with ourself as we begin to step back on the path.

"What do I like to do for fun?"

"What is my dream?"

"If I could have anything or anyone in my life by choice, who or what would that be?"

Then ask ourself:

"Now what am I going to do about creating that for myself?"

We must listen to the inner chatter in our mind as we ask these questions, because if we are going to run into blocks, this is where they start. In our beleifs of what we can have, how much we can have, and if it will last or even happen.

Remember as the book The Secret states, energy flows where your focus goes.

So where is your focus? Remember to focus with conscious mindedness.

Farwell for now, Yazminne

Stumbling in the meadow.

2008-03-18T16:08:00.000-07:00

Note from Judi:
Hi everyone, I am sorry for the delay for this addition to the blog. I have been in the process of clearing out my backpack in a big way! I have closed my Holistic Spiritual Center and moved my work back into my home. Sooooo.... It took quite a while to get through that part of the journey to the meadow. I had a lot to let go of. And a lot to receive. Like taking a workshop that reconnected me with my soul and my gift of appreciation of my work, and my ability. I have to go out of my comfort as a teacher every once in a while to try on the shoes of a student to remember that uncomfortable place inside of me that we all feel when we climb out of our comfort zone. I also needed to get my computer hooked up and running properly. I still have to get my desktop set up, but for now I am using my laptop. Yiiiipppppeeeeeee

Well gang, I had a lot of stuff in that perticular back pack. I am still trying to get the remaining furniture to a new place to live and serve someone else. Hence the delay. Hopefully things will flow a little better now. I have set up my desk in front of a window to my garden and I have a lovely view to look at all the time. Wow! Spirit is good to me! I will soon be setting up workshops and all kinds of retreats and really fun stuff! So thanks for your patients. And heeeeerrrrrrssss
Yaz

Hello!
Well, we still find ourselves in the Meadow! trying to get on the path again, but there seems to be a few tree stumps in the way! We are stumbling over things in the way, things we thought we threw in the trash years ago! Well campers and treacker, it is time to go through that pack pack one more time. If we are unable to really get on our path, there is something that we have not compleeted, or released. The time is drawing near, the first of April or very later part of March seems to be a good time to get started. Before that, it is going to be stops and starts. We may as well take some time to review, reorginaze, rest, and relax while we can. Before we start back towards the path again, we need to look inside again. Have we truly looked at who we are? What we want? Where we want to go? Until that is clear, we will stumble around in the meadow unable to make things happen. A few things that might work are. Try going to a workshop, on whatever we are stumbling over. Try getting a clearing massage, with someone who really moves energy! Sometimes we are ready to change and move on, but the body has not quite caught up yet. Perhaps we have been so focused on repacking and letting go , that we need a rest. We are about to start out on a journey into ourself. It may look like we are going there, where ever there is. However thats not all of it. Everything we do teaches us how to understand ourself better. Sometimes through our actions, and sometimes through others reactions. It doesn't matter it's all about us anyway. The point is weather we choose love or fear every step along our path. Life is like a movie of what is going on inside of us. If we see betraial in the people around us, we must look for the way we betray ourself, or perhaps others. If we see people who talk ugly to each other, chances are we talk ugly to ourself. We can only change our world outside of us by changing our life inside of us. Life is not meant to be difficult, we make it that way by our choices.

If we are getting ready to simplify our life, we need to simplify ourself inside. Only take on those thing we are happy to do, or that makes us feel good because we made a differance. Do not do what we should or ought to do. Do what we choose to do. Things done in should's or ought's always have a hidden price tag of regret, resentment, or both. That bill usually doesn't gets paid, because we stuff it deep inside, and don't deal with it until we get enough of those stored up and we blow up at some insignifigant situation. Later we realize and here comes the regret.

So what do we do with our remaining time here in the meadow? We take a book and sit under a tree, or a lay out a blanket and watch the clouds, take a nap maybe two. Clear your mind, body, spirit, emotions, and sensces with peace, and quiet. Do it as often and long as needed to bring peace and joy to your heart. Once you are comfortable in your own skin again, and not running the list of to do's through our mind. It is then that we can truly begin to move forward in ease onto the path and leave the meadow behind.

Farewell, Yaz

The rest in the meadow

2008-02-04T14:27:00.000-08:00

Feb. 4, 2008

Hello,

As we all have noticed, the energy has not changed a great deal just yet. However, unless we are one of those individuals who is organized in our paper work, Mercury is playing a large part in helping us to make our life simple and more organized. As we try to start our new beginnings, Mercury is showing us that what we have done with documents and filing systems needs to be clearer and more organized. Mercury is a great teacher, although it may not be our favorite right now. It is exceptional at complicating communication, hiding papers, and misplacing important information. This is what reminds us to change the manner in which we keep such things so that it will work better for us in our future steps along our path.

The way the world works, we must show where we have been in order to proceed to where we are wanting to go. Most of us, once we have passed a certain point want to leave the old behind. We tend not to give it much energy or attention. We don't want to go dredging up where we were, and what we did. We wonder..." Where the heck did I put that anyway"? We want to move forward on the path!

This is where documentation can be an issue during Mercury retrograde in a new beginning year. If we want to buy a new house, if we want to refinance, if we want to get a new job. All of these things and more need the documentation to support who we are and where we have been in order to become more, or to change any part of our life.

This is a time of revewing, so that once Mercury goes direct again on Feb. 19th we will not be held back with things that have not been well thought out, or with finding what we need to take with us.

This is that meadow we spoke of last week where we put everything down and reorganize and let go of what no longer serves us. It is a time for being still, for thinking of what we truly want. And to let go of what we do not want. We need to take some time to relax, lay down and look at the clouds above us, or snuggle in a blanket in front of the fire. There is a need for us to nurture ourselves because of what we have just left behind in 2007. Even if we are not yet ready to let go, or it seems that it will never leave! We must focus on that which we do want, otherwise what we are in resistance to will continue to follow us and try to engage us.

At this particular Mercury retrograde with a new beginning year, there are many things we want to change and let go of that do not seem willing to go away. We are having difficulty for all kinds of reasons, to make them a thing of the past. We must focus on what we want. We must not give those things we want to leave behind any energy. As is stated in the book "The Secret." Energy flows where our focus goes. So where is our focus? Where ever it is, it will be the most prominent in our life, because it is most likely getting the most attention.

So while we are sitting in that meadow for this time frame, before it is time to pack up again, it is a must to look at what we take with us, when it is time to move forward. Is it what we want? Or are we carring it for others? Does it make our load heavier or lighter? How often does it assist us on our journey? Does it help us to shine?

Our channel Judi, use to carry what she now calls her "save the world purse". In this purse she had band aids, toys for kids, chewing gum, pencils and pens, crayons, a tablet of paper, asprin, bobby pins (oops! sorry dating her), safety pins, hair brush, hair spray, you name it she had it. Her thought was she would be able to assist in any emergency! It was thinking like that, that brought a lot of people to her with emergencies! It created a life of a lot of people that needed her help. It was exhausting! Once she changed her focus onto herself, and what she wanted. She learned to begin to trust others to take care of themselves. That is when things began to change. It wasn't long before she began her spiritual journey. This is how we ended up here on this blog. She still has a need to assist others because that is who she is. However now it is in an inspirational way. A way that frees her to be who she wants to be. Carrying what she wants to carry on her path. She chooses when to share along the way with those who are interested.

So in closing this week, we want to ask. Are you clear on what you want to take with you? Are you a light packer? Or a save the world kind of packer? And last but not least. Is your focus where you want your energy to go?

Farewell, Yaz

Steps along the path

2008-01-23T14:33:00.000-08:00

Hello,

It is a pleasure to venture out to you in this manner. We have written articles before for Judi's news letters, and we speak through her in the channelings, but this is very exciting for us! This feels far more expansive!
So now our STEPS ALONG THE PATH.

It has been a very hard and long walk up hill in the snow both ways kind of time in life. It is often difficult to hold onto hope and believe there will be a nice meadow at the next turn where we can rest, regroup, and refresh. Relax it is here. It is that part of the path where you must stop and put down all things that are not truly necessary to continue on. We must let go of all old views of who we have been thus far, and begin to embrace who we are becoming. Many of us are starting new careers, new relationships, changing where we live. All of these things are part of the new beginning. Transformation is key in our lives right now. If you are holding on to what has been in your life because it is what you know. It is like fighting an alligator for your sandwich. Not good planning on your part. Now because the planet Mercury is getting ready to go retrograde. ( February 2nd ) It is a time to reevaluate, organize revue and rest until it goes direct again.( February 19th.) Retrograde is the time when you get ready to change, and prepare for where you are going, clear the decks for what is to come. However it is not a time for making decisions or signing any contracts. Hold off on those kinds of things until the 20th of February when it will be time to hit the path again and leave the meadow behind. This particular time is even more important because it comes after the rough year of 2007. When we were dragged kicking and screaming along our particular bumps in the path. Like it or not we were forced to change and let go of a lot of what we have known and believed to be true. We now feel tired and drained and fearful that it will began again. Fear not, for fear will divert you from your way that is lighted by spirit and you will return to kicking and screaming. Only love will light the way. you must work on your perception so that you can again look forward to the steps you will soon be making. Let that, that comes easily, that lightens your heart, and livens your step in excitement entice you forward.

We will not truly enter the wonderful light energy of new beginnings of 2008 until the end of February. There has been such a splash over of the challenges of the completion year of 2007. Many still are trying to hold on and make it work with ego and will. This will not work. You must let go of what does not serve you, and move on. The sooner you set your sights on what is on the horizon, and what makes your heart happy with excitement about what is coming your way. The sooner it will actualize right in front of you.

Judi tells people all the time that love and fear will not reside in the same place together. So which ever you choose to bring in will automatically push the other away. What kind of steps do you want to make from this point forward? Let ease and flow walk alongside of you. Call Grace in to take the bumps out of the path. Remember beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, and so is everything else. So how are you beholding your life path? How are you beholding yourself and the steps you are taking. If those pictures are not what you want to be beholding, change your perception! Perceive yourself in a different light, dream what you would choose to see in a perfect world. If you put your energy into beholding that view in love, you will soon be walking in it. For you are that capable, and your thoughts and perceptions are that powerful.

And so until next time, here is to stepping lively,
Yaz