What is your dream?

Hello,
It has been a long time since I have posted a new blog. I am sure you are aware of how difficult the energy has been. It has been a busy time of letting go and revamping our lives. This has been such a time for the channel as well. She and her husband are now gardians of a beautiful and lively17 month old grandaughter. That alone is a huge purging of old and bringing in of the new. They are also selling their home and not quite sure where they will be move to. It will be determined by the timming and the effectivness of of their dream together. The clairity of who they truly are now, as opposed to that which they were trying to be for a dream that got lost in translation. Now the dream of a wedding garden has died. They have a sweet child to guide and love, and they must go back to the original dream they started of being happily together, and enjoying their life. Who knew it was already there? Now they are on a journey to recapture it, with one tiny little person to add to the love and joy of their dream.

While it has felt as though we are all standing around waiting for a bus that is not comming anytime soon. It reminds us of a time when the channel and her husband took the train to Tahoe. After having a wonderful time for 4 days, she and her husband got to the train station at the appropriate time to head home. Only to find the train was 3 hours late. They made themselves busy buy trying a couple of the casinos close to the station and had lunch. After 2 and 1/2 hours, they returned to find that it would be an additional 2 hours. Eventually they did get to board but not until they had waited 6 hours. It seems there was snow slowing the train. So this is what this time in our lives feels like. The elements are never a sure thing. There is always a chance that it can change our plans. Obviously there is a great deal of elements involved with the world picture. Just as there are inside of all us. We all have storms within us uncertianity, and confusion runs rampid. We are all being tested to love far beyond what we would allow ourselves to love thus far. We are being tested to see weather we will finally let ourselves have that which is our hearts desire. Rather than that which is the desire of our ego.

Many times we start out on our journey to our dream, only to have that dream altered by the outside world's rules and regulations. Soon we have shifted and twisted our dream in order to fit what is acceptable. However then it is no longer the dream we created. So loving spirit blocks it or holds back the funds or what ever it takes to stop us from creating that altered dream that will not warm our hearts, only break them. Sometimes we get caught up in the must have it so compleetly, that we loose sight of what our dream truly looked like. We loose sight of it, and we end up fighting to have any peice that resembles what we think we can get. This too is a win for the ego to strive for. But it is a loss to the heart and soul.

Some times we are ahead of that which we are creating. Sometimes we must wait for the creation to catch up to us. The rate that many are moving through their blocks and challenges often gets them to that meeting place for their dream to apear, and it is still not manifested. Some times because we are not clear what it will be. Sometimes our release of that, that did not serve us has changed the dream, or us so that it must be revamped or perhaps another dream must be created.

Our thoughts and dream are extreemly powerful right now, even though it might not feel like that in this stuck in the mud energy! However they are not going to be delivered to us as in the past. We must be ready for them. And we must be clear on what our true dream is. It must not be built on what we think others need, unless it is also what our heart and soul needs. Our dream must fill us so that we can give from a place of abundance. It must come from the place within that is filled with joy. Then and only then, is it a true gift of service to others. A gift is not a gift, if what is given leaves the giver wanting. Only when the heart is full to overflow of the joy of living our dream can we truly give. This only can happen if we are our authentic self. If we have gone into the core of ourselves and truly know the person within. For there is where you true dream resides.

So back to the picture of us all standing there waiting for the bus. The energies have slowed down to this extreemly slow pace for us to reorginize repack our suitcases, pick up provisions for our trip, and to see that the ticket we bought is where we truly want to go. It is a one last time to rethink our dream. Perfect our hearts desire. For when the energies change it will pick us up and take us, to where we have for so long wanted to go. It will drop us right where we said we wanted to be. Our dream will be waiting there for us when we get there. Clairity clairity clairity is so important! We have a couple more weeks before we will be headed towards our distination. There is no schedule, nor a precise time for it to begin, as it is timed to us and our true hearts desire. Are you ready? Are you set? . . . . . . . . . . .

Farewell Yazminne