Hi there!

Are you feeling you are where you need to be? Are you still feeling blocked a little? Yet some new views and possible new locations are starting to pop up? Where are you in regards to the meadow? (If you are reading Yazspeaks for the first time, please refer to previous posts).

There is so much change going on with us and our planet that it is sometimes difficult to know what to do , where to be and often in change, we wonder if we even truly know who we are?

It is a very challanging time. We have been forced to let go of things, people, and situations that we may not have been ready to let go of. We are experiencing a feeling of being forced to make decissions and step into the unknown in various ways. It is pointless to fight the changes, because the change is needed. Spirit will guide our life to take away the things that do not work for us out of love. We may not see it as loving at the time, but in hign sight we see how spirit has taken us to a much better place. However, if we don't make the changes to simplify and better our life, it will be taken from us no matter how hard we hold on. Because it is not meant to be in our life. Spirit works that simple. If we are doing a job we do not like, or staying in a relationship that is no longer loving and kind. If we are paying a mortgage that is beyond our means. Spirit will release it from us in very creative ways. It really doesn't matter how hard we try to stay, or hold on. If it is not meant for us it will go away!



We are always looking for a better person, place or thing than where we are or who we are with, or what we have. And yet when we are guided to let go of that person place or thing, that we are disatisfyed with, we have difficulty. We think "well I have this." "What if that other person place or thing doesn't come?" "I will have nothing." Amazing isn't it that we want something, but we are not willing to let go of what is in our way to having something much more suited to us.



So our last few blogs have been about hanging out in the meadow to clear out the old and no longer needed. Letting go, by going through our back packs that we carry along our life path and getting rid ofwhat we no longer need, and get ready to head out once again. Well the time is nearing, for some it has arrived. Even though it may not feel like we are quite ready. There is a feeling inside of us that we have to get back on our path. We have to do something! Anything! We have to feel we are accomplishing something! We are wanting to be the person we have been working on being. Weather that shows up in the form a new job, a new relationship, or a new home etc. It really doesn't matter what it is. It is feeling that we need to get on with it! Stepping into the unknown often creates fear and aprehention. We feel uneasy in a new situation. We wonder if it is the right time? The right place? the right person? Please understand that if it is in front of us now, it is most likely our next lesson on our path. We must truly be aligned with what our instincts tell us, and if that is true, we will be allined with our dream as well. We must stay true to what we truly want? If we have done that, then we need to get on the path and start walking our talk! Head towads what we want, or where we want to be, or begin looking for that person that is the soul that matches ours.

It is also important to walk our talk we must make sure our talk resinates within us. In other words we must be conscious in our wording to ourselves and to others. Speak those words that we know to true. Make sure we don't compromise ourself or our dream. Let go of struggle and begin to take steps that allow us to go with the flow of our life. We must expect the best to come to us. We must beleive that it will show up right there in front of us on our path. That life can be easy if we do not have struggle in our plans or our consciousness. This is a time of walking into the unknown in trust. We must trust that we are always headed to a better place on our path, as long as we continue to strive to be the best us we can be.

It is very important to keep in mind that the people in our life and our situations are only mirrors for what is going on inside of us. So if we are disatisfied with life around us. We need to change that same disatisfaction inside of us. That is the part of us that is creating our life path in that manner. It is so important to change the thinking or the behaviors that bring those situations to us. For instance, if we see ourselves as a victim, we will continue to be victimized. There will be many ways that will show up to teach us how to stand up and be a champion! We must take responsibility for the life we have created for ourself. We must own our choices and actions, and we most certianly must let go of blame. Many see responsibility as a very serious, hard, and heavy expectation of doing all things right and sholdering a lot more than is needed. First if we look at the word responsible It means able to respond. That's it! Any person is able to respond! However, most individuals who are not conscious have learned to respond with a reaction to situations rather than responding with action in a conscious minded way. Just this one decission to let ourselves be able to respond in a conscious minded way, will make great strides in creating a life of sweetness and peace.



As we all start stepping out there onto our adventure in life, trust will be upmost in priority. And it begins in trusting ourselves. We are each one of a kind unique beings who came here to make our mark on the world in a profound and loving way. It is time to do just that. Getting to know what we think about ourself inside where no one but us can hear is a great first step. If we don't like how we are talking to ourself, we must change the conversation to a more positive exchange. It will make profound changes in our life. Listening to our beleifs that show themselves as we are talking to ourself is a great way to see how we view the world and ourselves. Do these thoughts serve us? Do they uplift and encourage us? Or do they put us down and discourage us? Are they negative about others?



We are with ourselves every single moment of our life. If we are not our own best friend, we will never let anyone else be. If we do not love our selves, we will never know how to truly love or be loved. Because we have to be able to receive what which we give, or it ends up draining us and creating resentment. this sets us up to always live in fear that we will be left alone. It feels as tho no one understands us. However if we don't know and understand ourselves, how could anyone else? And if we don't know ourselves, how can we be valadated by others? It is impossible.



So we can start by having conversations with ourself as we begin to step back on the path.

"What do I like to do for fun?"

"What is my dream?"

"If I could have anything or anyone in my life by choice, who or what would that be?"

Then ask ourself:

"Now what am I going to do about creating that for myself?"

We must listen to the inner chatter in our mind as we ask these questions, because if we are going to run into blocks, this is where they start. In our beleifs of what we can have, how much we can have, and if it will last or even happen.



Remember as the book The Secret states, energy flows where your focus goes.



So where is your focus? Remember to focus with conscious mindedness.

Farwell for now, Yazminne